LOLZZZZ. So much for continuing my story TOMORROW. How about 3 months. Is that okay? Well, it’ll have to do.
I forgot where I left off and, more importantly, how I was planning to continue. So…I’m just going to start from where I am, right now.
Right now I am working at a temporary marketing job with a friend’s company that is supposed to last only until the end of this year.
Right now I don’t know what I’m going to do exactly (or in what field), when that ends.
Right now I’ve been sick. In a variety of ways. At the end of October I had an ear infection. It was bad enough for me to have to go to urgent care and get my ear flushed out. 3 days later I started having heart palpitations. They lasted continuously everyday for almost 2 wks. Now they are on and off. They were bad enough for me to go back to urgent care and have a Dr. tell me that, yes, my heart was skipping beats.
He also told me I don’t have insurance. As if me (and my credit card) didn’t know.
I went in later for blood tests and an EKG, and they found nothing directly related to my heart that could have been causing the problems – except slightly low B12/folic acid.
Bring on the liver (I guess), fish, eggs, and cereal.
Right now I am hoping I can regain my health through proper nutrients, resting, and taking care of myself more. I don’t have the money to take any more random cardiology tests.
Right now I’m realizing that my birthday is in 3 days.
Yes, 3 days.
Where did my life go?
Right now I am so anxious for my boyfriend to come home for the holidays. I only get to see him once a year, and even though I’ll be working everyday (except Christmas) – at least I’ll hopefully get to spend evenings with him.
Right now I am hoping I am going in the right direction.
Right now I just want to feel love, warmth, health, and security.
Right now I am going to relax.